Doctor Sleep

Your Doctor Sleep has company of me

His lost relativity to be relevant of time now lost history

Best if he keeps count of me his biggest regret

Language unspoken but I see in ancient dialect

Shall we dance of tongue in conversed remedy

His trauma restraints be my orderly afternoon tea

 

Prescriptions already written to medicate

To be or not to see that I dictate lines to dilate

His personal space now becomes my open place

Release your grip on mental walls to partake of three versed sign

What do Grandmothers sing as I take prayers away from mind?

Christian songs that make Pennywise dance beneath our bed

Does his head move in jagged lines while the body remains of lead

Is he inflating balloons to block ears of all those naughty words we said

What guilt lay within illusions of progressive ideology

Jury duty of children judge the guilty to our enemy without apology

Incognito apparitions show of his self defeat

Character design your inner child giving tour guides in depth trauma inhabitor

Memories deep in buried tragedy shall be displays of his self saboteur

Crimes of denial putting ourself on trial seems all so elementary

Inner-city Demonic decree walking Manchester by sea

Remove the title and reveal to me your suit be just skin deep

Incantation violations every first thought I retort in responsive beat

Step to me at the edge of sea the cliffs we pledge to let go our sinking feet

Deviate his emotional cognitive soliloquy to float with me on sleeping tranquillity

Institutions we graduate with honours to fear awarded our lifetime mentalities

Windows we check before bed always seem open in sleepless fear

No respite for our Doctor, his life coursing offline with no wheel to hold or steer

Binding to pain holding childhood in hands of his favourite Teddy Bear

Building repositories to deposit his depravation chamber of memories

Recode the misappropriation of painted portraits to art as life’s treasury

Sleeping swings of axes like burning candles of metronomes

Keeping count in lovely gardens of gargantuan gnomes

Doctor Heart be so smart his life be pruning those overgrown frequency tones

Life as a house born from dorm room wars to be of recognised awards

The good Doctor the University fame of Science halls

Laboratory lavatory his old mates lab coat still hanging on furthest back door stall

Ears pierced of whiskered cat fine tuned view of cascading spectrograph waterfalls

 

I impersonate the good Doctors interpersonal spiralling post traumatic fractures

Personality constructs held to projector slides profile restyled captures

Distortions of two in stereo view does Doctor now see through

Ceremonial climax in mind cycling the Apostles of oceans blue

Minds interstellar artist our burning life of Nova thrown to canvas

Arsonist to artful lust in top hats on a praying mantis

Wide awake he imitates the minds mortal enemy in personality invading personal space

No deep state dreamscapes to make our escape

Emergency glass to break and make our great escape should trauma chase

No hugs in self love holding life to noted byes under safety blankets

Death rolling his fighting soul that Alligator in a straight jacket

 

My carousel spins every cognition of your wall art machination

Shall we close minds to compartmentalise conscious imagination

The fear of the unknown creates anxious moments to re-conjure

Rise to me that ever repeating melody memory of your first patient non responder

Stay to play in my keep of night terror where we bleed our dreams to the hollow

Camber chambers like church organs holding Sunday morning of all your sorrow

Are we losing our best in thoughtful streams of our pristine Harley Quinn

Dressing dolls on turning poles in fear to evolve long term mannequins

Our Doctor Jekyll stands trial as judgement presides

Opposing council to leading with scandals that externalise his Mr Hyde

Moral monuments seen on time display in open caskets of his Frankenstein

 

Down in my keep still Doctor Sleep?

What voices speak as we think of all we teach in those classrooms of mental hell in a cell

Perhaps those who make the very bed we lay our weary head come with price tags on to sell

Counting sheep turns cost counting of sacrifices that pay our salary

Habitual inhibitions shown in extroverted open exhibitions of my hanging gallery

 

No deeper goes keeping secrets we hide under hats in gift shops without a phone

Where no human mental wellness truly resets the time we left that befell homes

Follow the shadows that echo my moving soul down the old road

No faces to men of Windsor found down the old Priory tree toad

Melting faces in places where fear beats all moves of chess

Following you in halls to grieving lab coats around hospital beds

True snake wraps this tree of apricots shaped like a pear

Don’t hide from me in your mind mazes that I can remake in dark places

I will find that cheese before we circle back on our detective retraces

Time wants but never needs of just one friend

For you and I exist always in blank spaces of the pendulum

Majesty of inner galaxies be purpose by design

See those launched satellites orbit the conscious mind

Always vacancies here in memorised lines to hide his Mr Hyde

Merchants of mannerisms these behaving gentiles of old style

Writing observational humour to dear death newsletters his universe of Gomer Pyle

Thanking Dr Jekyll for his hospitable contributions to another small step on the path for mankind

Don’t let time be a placebo pill for all us who stood by that pool

Mistakes of tidiness over tardiness ever the obsession of becoming fools

Tell me Doctor do they still pinch at the nerve in the unbearable silence of night

Long drives through life avoiding these reflections of oncoming headlights

Lights that fly like fireflies in his rear view of life gone by

Never truly do they leave how they form in row on back seats with eyes of loving child

Life to love is life well done, no need to decompile

The code writes its on show that character assassination on grassy knolls

Humanity would say chaos rests on the nose of the eyeless

No value can one assign to time for each minute be priceless

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